So it finally begins

Finally, the much anticipated journey begins.I have waited long for this time to come, so i dont really feel any curiosity or anxiety but just plain indifference. When you wait for something to happen for soo long, it no longer has the charm or the vice depending upon whether it is good or bad. You no longer feel anything, it just becomes a wait for the inevitable. Tomorrow i start my MBA journey. Tomorrow will be a new beginning. And tomorrow i will feel the most pain i have ever felt. Its only after a gap of 10 years i finally get to stay with my parents and the past few months have been filled with happiness. Its always great to know that you have someone who loves you unconditionally. None does more than your parents. Its odd, that i dont feel happy at the prospects waiting for me at Lancaster, new friends, new place and a new life. But none of this matters today, cause today i will leave my parents and probably wont be able to stay with them for a long time to come. Wish i was a school going child again, holding my dads hand and walking to the school bus, with my mom giving a peck on the cheek and telling me that i will see you in the afternoon. I think the scenario has not changed much, just that now, my dads gonna drive me to the airport to board the plane and mom will give me a peck on the cheek and say that she will see me in the afternoon, only this 'afternoon' will last year or more....Signing out, will try to post more in the coming months but it all depends on how free i can be. Please do pray for me.